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2002年12月24日,第三个圣诞夜。 我还是漫无目的地四处闲逛,带着科的项链和那个装项链的绒盒。在同一家麦当劳点奶昔和薯条,坐在同一个靠窗的位置。可科已经不在左前方。还是慢步到滨江大 道,看浦江夜景。大城市的变化一向很快,什麽都往更好更新的地方发展。似乎只有我的心在一年又几个月的时间里苍老憔悴了几十年,我已经不会再哭了。 我打开绒盒,自从我知道科的离开以後,我就没有再带过这根项链,我把它像我对科的感情一样放进了这个盒子。 这时,盒子里层的一张纸片引起了我的注意。我把它抽了出来,打开。是一封信。 至爱的芸: 在你看到这封信的时候我想我已经离开中国了吧。对不起一直满着你我的家世,因为我不想你会因为这样而远离我。没错,我是日本一家大公司老板的儿子。 和你,我没有任何玩笑的成份。你就像是我所遇见的一只鸟,我想伸手抓住你,可无奈只能扯下你的一片羽毛。因为我没有拥有你的资格,所以我决定先放开你。当 有一天我可以拥有你的时候,我还是会回来抓住你的。我把我抓到的羽毛还给你,因为将来,我要抓住的是你整个人。 爱你的科 2001年6月 我泪水如决堤般泛滥。羽毛,原来是我的羽毛,也是我给他的爱。他在临走前全还给了我,只因他要在将来的哪一天可以全部一起带走。我突然发现自己是那麽地想念他。 我和科的故事,有开始,却还没有结束。如同我所付出的感情,有开始,却无结束。 “这麽晚了,一个女生独自在外,不怕出事吗?” 我惊异地回头,看向能为我爱情划下句点的人…… 这是我的故事,我要告诉你们,因为它特别。科是我人生中的惊叹号,也是我爱情的句号。