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我恨她,恨素未平生的她。 从知道她存在的那刻,恨意便在心中滋长。 是她,夺去了我的一切;是她,让我掉入了人生的谷底。 可是,在认识她之后,我却莫名地在意她,关注着她的一举一动。 午夜,我在睡梦中被恒的电话吵醒。可是我并不介意。 是了,只要是恒的话,我什么都不介意。我是那么地在意他,即使他浑然不知,即使我只是他最亲密的友人,我还是迁就他。不用告诉他我的心情,只因不想为他徒增麻烦。 “重视一个人的时候就应该给他空间。”这是谁说过的一句话? 如同往常,我退去倦意,包有精神地应了电话。 还是一样,他说,我听。我愿当他永远的聆听者。 可今天的他有些不一样,低低沉沉地他问:“你今天好吗?” 霎时,我心头泛起波波涟漪。是欣喜?抑或是害怕? 我怕?是的,我怕那小小的欣喜会在瞬间消失。我怕总有一天我将不再是他的唯一。 可是,事事往往都是天不从人愿。他说,他喜欢上了她,可她却对他无意。 是诉苦吗?顿时,我感到四周气温都降到了冰点,我好冷。保持沉默不是最好的方法,可我却再也发不出半点声音。心好痛,痛到眼泪都不受控制地流下。 小小的欣喜果然在转眼见破灭。原因是什么?是她! 我果断地告诉我自己,我恨她,恨素未平生的她! 那恨在心中竟然那般如此地根深蒂固,不可改变。那是病态的,我了解,可又有谁会了解我的感受呢?既然她不喜欢恒,又怎么可以拥有他的感情? 我不允许,所以我恨她。 但,我却在三天后,遇见了她,敏。 她是特别。美丽,开朗,乐观;阳光,聪慧,善良。 她善良,从第一眼我便认定。那不是虚伪做作的假象,而是她的本质。 我有一种罪恶感,去恨那样的敏。可同样地,我告诉自己,因为她,我失去了恒。 可没有人会知道,敏会加入我在将来的每一天。她会成为我中心。